why so late???

Every time you passed my way,
I heard my heart beat aloud,
Gifting a silent fear embraced
By a charming innocent smile;
Every single moment I thought of you,
It was the fear of that day ate me up,
Where you will give me a
Warm sayonara and I will
Hide my tears for you;
Every word I made with you,
I was afraid of my loneliness
In the absence of that beautiful
Words of yours, one day;
Every beautiful night when i
Invited you into my charming dreams,
I was scared if the dream
Go unrealized forever….

I thought you would be
Feeling the same I felt,
Dreaming the same I dreamt,
And missing me as I missed you…
I thought it would be hard
For you too as it was hard
For me to be without you….
But, the day came very soon,
The day that filled darkness
Inside my soul and mind..
You, my soul mate said,
A warm sayonara as in my darkest dreams;
Those hands of yours which I felt,
Would I rest forever,
Gave me a farewell hand…
I burned inside and for no reasons
Tears dropped out  of my eyes…

I thought I have lost you forever,
But you lifted those arms again,
The one which gave me a farewell hand,
Asking me to hold it forever…
I refused for a moment, because
The inner I came up,
But else I know I would lose you forever…
And only now can I receive your gifted heart
To hold it close to mine forever…